Creating a blog is something I never gave any thought to.  Actually, my friend told me about one she had created and I was immediately intrigued.  The thought of having a place to just say whatever I wanted without having to worry about keeping a secret and not telling anyone (for some reason I have become so many people's personal diary, meaning I know way to much shit that I can't tell anyone) which btw is exhausting.  I really don't care, people.  Well, that's not completely true.  I do care. I'm really just tired of not being able to vent it out.  And I'm not just talking about who's dating who or which idiot got arrested this past week (I was once said idiot - will share later) I'm talking about real shit, like my little sister getting secretly married, to my best friend finding out she has herpes.  Like wtf?! How is one person really supposed to keep all this "stuff" to herself?!

Ok, so a little about myself, I'm 25, a mom (five year old son), in recovery (sober), and I'm employed.  Pretty much sums up my life.  Seems pretty boring.  Except for the fact that those four descriptions of myself has basically created a life of chaos, drama, excitement, and love.  Love being my most favorite thing ever! I mean, who doesn't love love? I'm a mom, people, I can't help it. Anyway, the more I type the harder it becomes to figure out where I want to start.  I don't want to bore you all with all my life details but heres a little bit to start off…

My son just turned five a few months ago.  He is my miracle. No, seriously, he's a miracle.  I was a drug addict and alcoholic till about almost two years ago.  I also used during my pregnancy.  Don't judge me just yet!! I didn't know i was pregnant until six hours before my son was born.  Yes, its possible.  I'm 5'8" and at the time of my pregnancy I was 115lbs so I wasn't big at all.  Yes, he was premature but only by a few weeks.  Here's the miracle, my son was born a happy, healthy baby.  He is the smartest little boy I have ever known.  He is so full of love and taught me what love really means.  He is a true blessing and loves to hear how he is mommy's miracle.  Its really a beautiful story.

Crazy, right? I know.  I really don't feel like going into to much detail right now but you will hear more about my life soon.  For now, Goodnight.

signed:
Love,
me.